I don't remember myself as a dreamer when I was younger, please put in mind I was quite an abused and silent kidbut the earliest momery I have of a dream, is when I had my first paralysis. I used to sleep in the same room withmyself and two of my sisters, I used to sleep on the top bunkbed and I remember what I thought was me waking up to my mom entering our bedroom but I couldn't move my body and to me it felt like she was ingnoring my grunts that were begging her to wake me up. I was trying to talk and move but nothing was coming from my mouth as I was barely able to move my lips or even my body, I felt like I was choking while I was hearing my mom asking my sister if anything happends to them a euphemisim for did someone touch you and my sleep paralysis ended seconds after she left our room, as I just laid there trying to move and suddenly it ended.

later I asked my sisters about whether that night happened or was it just my own delusions, and you wouldn't guess, drumrolls please!...it did happen with the same words I remember so that did happen and it fucked me up for the longest time as I was the only child being sexually abused in the house but mom never thought to ask me if something was happening. TMI that's stuff to discuss with a therapist in the future when the universe decides to bless me with money.